OpEN uP tHe CLo$eD d00R of YouR HeARt...

wake up

2011-05-09T01:27:00.000-07:00

i had the worst semester break of my life.

bored-ness, unhappy worktimes, friend outing probs, knee dislocated,

and now. major problem.
i dont know what else can i do besides crying.
cry till i stop i guess.
but my eye and head hurts.

hope you will be happy,
i've always wanted you to be happy.
even if it's not with me.
i will still be your listener if you need me.
i'm here.

iLy.

Resurrect?

2011-05-03T00:36:00.000-07:00

cha cha~

bloggie had been dead for soooooo long...

lotsa stuffs happened.

my final projects, semester breaks, jobs,

and yea, first time in my life,

i dislocated my right knee.

dim-witted. all of a sudden.

Chilli's Wedding~
thanx for the oppurtunity =)

may both of you live happily ever after

and thank you kitfoong for your 7D...it's so heavy...haha

you know what, i've been writing a diary.

lame ryte?

meiyee said: it's a way of expressing your feelings.

it's true, if i can't find anyone to talk,

especially in the middle of the night, even Talking Tom.

even, y.o.u.

so i'll just write, write and write.

happy or depressing stuffs.

mostly sad cases.

i'm so miserable huh...that's so pathetic.

you've been my diary for a long time i guess.

i've used to tell you all my secrets and thoughts,

but since idk when,

you became one of them instead.

so, writing a diary is like a way like i'm talking to you.

it sounds so stupid.

i'm happy for the times that you gave me,

everytime i see you,

i feel like telling you everything,

but when the time comes, i can't,

it's like, i've melted and i can't utter any of them.

i'm so desperate to go somewhere with you.

for the last time.

but unfortunately things does not seem to be going well.

i want to spend some sort of a last moment with you.

it's not that i'm dying or what.

it's becoz i knew that, after my 2nd Year Degree starts,

we'll be busy with our own stuffs.

and you will eventually forget me.

and maybe there will be someone new in your life.

i will just fade away.

the things that you said,

they are always on my mind.

i trust you.

even though you don't give a *

i may need a long time to let everything go.

if there's one day that you could finally see me.

it's not late to tell me.

you will never know.

i really wished that i could turn back time.

i missed the days that we've been like relying on each other.

2 weeks plus remaining.

i appreciate your company.

i do.

Hard Times

2011-02-20T01:17:00.000-08:00

i did not expect the second visit. ice-skating...

we had fun sliding around the rink... and duh, i fell again, with a minor cut on my knee...

dreckitude...hahaha

well, this year's valentines i'm still single.

but no worries, i still had lots of love from my classmates...

so sweet of Vern, Cheryl, Trina, Yeeven and Szekei for their pressies...

it's genuine yellow rose... nice~

my instincts are getting closer.

and yes, we are not as we are before.

was it i'm the one who's thinking too much,

i feel that i'm so annoying sometimes.

i'm worried about you.

i understand that you made a huge decision.

and things started to errupt like a volcano.

i can't do anything to help.

but.

i'm always here.

as usual. if you need me.

i'm here to listen all your sorrows like last time.

however,

i could feel that i'm not the one anymore.

but i'm still there to support you.

i cross my fingers to make wishes for you every night.

especially starry nights.

remember? we've promised each other,

no matter what happens,

we're still best friends

it feels so so so awful when you neglected me.

but it's okay. i told myself that,

if you really wanted to talk to me,

you would.

i'll wait.

ilymtycei

Happy 20th Birthday

2011-02-09T10:38:00.000-08:00

this year's CNY's kinda...erm...

daddy was admitted to the hospital on the 2nd day of CNY.

he fainted and he couldnt' breathe. that was so frightening...

thank goodness he's alright now.

he had an ulcer in his intestine...so it end up bleeding inside...

i've been taking care of him during daytime for 3 days...
pity him, he can only drink milo. no food...
and yea, he had discharged on the 8th. Rest well dad...

i'm no longer a teenager... 20 years passed by...

it started with a singing session with the guys in Redbox. gosh their throat is uber strong...

and at night, i never thought of having dinner...but this group of people insisted me to go...
chacha, a cake appeared...thank you so much mua dearest housemates:
Liwei, Jiayu, Tingting, Siawpei, Patrick,Lai, Vic, Minren, Xiaokeong, Ahbing, AhXiang ...
thanks again to Liwei, Jiayu and Caryn for the wonderful present ^^

to u guys to: Karseong, Linwei, Fooseng, Kokhau, Sunly, and Fai yin. thanks for the birthday song and time =)

thanks for celebrating with me. you looked cute in this pic. i wonder why your head is always cropped off...big head...haha...

i'm 20 now. no more slacking...

i don't think that statement works...haha

it's been a month, i still find difficulties in falling asleep...

i missed the momments that your hands are around me, listening to your heartbeat.

i made a few wishes for my birthday.

my tears accumulated in my eye sockets, but they never come out.

i do hope they come true.

please.

happy 20th birthday Tan Wee Nee

may your dream come true

2010 - 2011

2011-01-23T09:16:00.000-08:00

cha cha... it's been ages since i updated bloggie here...
it's becoz i don't feel like blogging sometimes...
exhausted? maybe. hahaha

tons of stuffs happened,
from Christmas Eve to after New Year 2011...

both special days aren't special at all...

i was sick during Christmas.

however, thanx to Vern and her family.

for keeping me company for Christmas.

i really, really, really appreciate that.

thank you so much Vern.

my gang came to KL.
for shopping...

and screwing up my house.

hahahaha...

it feels so glad seeing them...

went back to ipoh, for a week.
had been growing mushrooms at home...
until New Year Eve,
where Tseyen held a steamboat dinner...
and it end up early.
so i went for Karaoke...
i didnt sound good, coz i was still sick...
and we sang till we neglected the countdown,
great old daddy had fun counting down in i-city with mua dearest cousin.
so-in-trend and so 'kawan' both of them. haha

Lower half of Semester B commenced...
before that, i was slammed by a horrible fact.
a fact that i knew it would happen.
a fact that i expected that it would happen.
but, not as fast that i would expected it to happen.
i was like...falling into pieces.

all i could only do, is filling up my blanket and pillow with, yea, tears.

i thought that i could handle it.
in fact, i can't.

i tried my best.

they just kept rolling down.

it made me feel so hard to breathe.

it's been almost 16 days.
and every night it is still so difficult to fall asleep.
the moment my head lands on the pillow,

or closing up my eyes.

images appear.

they kept appearing.

i'm addicted to the hands and shoulders.
i need a major remedy, seriously.

i can't find a reason to hate you.
to forget someone, you won't care if they show up again,
and you don't feel like seeing them.
but this time, i still wished that i'm the one who you care the most.
i will still wait for you to approach me if i do not do so.

i wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one of them instead.

i don't understand why am i holding on,

i can't let go,

unless there's someone better appearing.

sometimes, i don't know whether i was the one who was thinking too much.

i don't feel that i was cared like before,

sometimes i feel neglected.
it feels so pain.

however,

i will try to think positively,

coz i promised that i'll be happy.

i remember that you liked seeing my happy face

i believe,

maybe one day,

you'll see me.

maybe it will not happen.

i don't know.

maybe...

everytime i made a wish,

they are for you,

i just want you to be happy.

ilymtyet

update update

2010-12-23T09:03:00.000-08:00

oh my blog had been so dead for so long.

coz i've been updating my tumblr. eh heh...

we had Christmas Lunch in Bubba Gump Shrimps & Co.

woow mahal oo... but i enjoy eating with them...

not complete though... kevyn, yihou and szekei missing in action...

our 'Mian Dui Mian' day yesterday after photography workshop.

thanx yihou for the finals. and liwei too =)

Yee I-Lan and BMM-ians =D our very first complete photo. we photoshop-ed Trina inside

i've been missing mum's tongyuen for 2 years...

i bought a pack of ready-made ones to cook...

but in the end Vic cooked it coz i stole another sort of leaf instead of pandan leaf...

hahaha...

thanks for the company on 18th =)

i'm so sorry if i made you so tired...

i knew that you were so depressed after your tournament.

hope my cake cheered you up,

and i bought you something.

will give it to you soon, hope you like it.

i'm addicted to the hands,

their temperature,

the shoulders, i feel safe on them.

i wished that time stops.

i don't know how'd you feel.

what am i to you?

you're what i ever wanted for christmas.

but, unfortunately.

i'm coughing alone this year.

Days before Semester 2 begins...

2010-11-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

been spending my holidays slacking all over the place...

gotta appreciate the moments before nightmare begins...
we're supposed to have Tenji on 5th Nov...

however, the booking was canceled... so... we proceed to Uniqlo...

we don't even stand a chance to que, and yes i didnt want to...hahaha...

lunch, i wanted lunch...

Lot 10's basement had this sort of large foodcourt,

wit lotsa food............ we had duck rice, i liked duck rice~

Next, i did not snap the fountain thingy,

it's because everyone will snap the same thing while they visit Pavillion,

i took this instead. spot us in the red reflective bola...haha
please, do not watch movies without knowing them.

Buried, this is the movie which made me say the F word at the end of the movie...

imagine the whole time watching a man trapped in a wooden box,

waiting for someone to rescue him.

the same old box, for almost 2 hours!!!

i would like to apologize to someone...i'm so sorry...

not to miss my fav, SNOWFLAKE...

what on earth is happening, we que-ed for quite a long time...

for just two bowls of dessert...gosh...

this year's deepavali was extraordinary,

many unfortunate stuffs happened...

the monorail, we took the wrong coach, and as we head back, we have to wait for the next to coaches, and we're packed with a bunch of people...it feels so, not good...

on 6th, went for ice-skating...

it's been almost a year since i skated...

my legs and knees are bruised...ouch...

i don't understand why people tend to pull me...argh...

i need time to recover...

thanx for the company these days...
a pic that we took lotsa shots while waiting for the monorail, to kill time. haha

i told myself that i shouldn't take things seriously,

but i failed.

high expectations usually end up in disappointments...

i could cry because you nearly broke a promise,

that's so, lame...why...?

and thinking of the things we did,

tears could just flow down my cheeks...

to you, i'm just, nothing, i guess?

Confused

2010-10-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

A fine morning.

An unexpected day.

Someone is sick.

Bought a few cups of herbal tea.

I hate the weather.

Freakin HOT giler...

Taking the lrt is quite a good way to 'waste' your time.

Rather than loitering around under the hot sun.

Lrt is cold~ haha

i wonder,

am i doing something that's worth it?

i will not forget today.

it's a change, a big change.

can i endure?

what am i to you

i know it hurts when the day comes,

it will really hurt.

however,

ily.

2nd OCT 2010

2010-10-03T08:12:00.000-07:00

today was a fairytale...
don't misund, i'm in my tank top. hahaha...

wanna thank someone...

thanx for the day.

the whole day.

you know what,

fairy tales are just fictions...

they are not real after all...

i miss the shoulders,

and the warmth.

you're like a drug to me,

your scent, is my personal brand of heroin,

i'm addicted, how.

ask, Edward Cullen.

I wonder

2010-09-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

never expected that we'll be going out today.

and watching two movies in a row...

Step Up 3 and Legend of the Fist: the Return of Chen Zhen...

both movies are great...

i'm afraid that you'll be exhausted coz it's your first time in such a movie marathon.

hope you enjoyed...

thanx for the company.

thanx for asking me out.

what are we?

best friends.

yes, we are.

i love crying in the rain.

it's normal if i'm sad.

but i would never ever let you know.

if you're happier in this kind of relationship.

let's be then.

i want you to be happy.

from the bottom of my heart.

Mid-Autumn Festival 2010

2010-09-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

the first time i celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival with my homies~

this should be yesterday...

we had barbeque~
we spent loads on food...
guess what i did not eat any chicken wings.

it's because i'm not so fond of barbeques...

but i heart marshmallows...

although some of them caught fire...hehe
had fun seeing all of them enjoying their food...
after barbeque we had pomelos and mooncakes,

and yea, we walked around the neighbourhood with the little lanterns...

took lotsa pics, check them out in FB...

thanx for telling me the truth.

let's give each other some time.

you don't need to apologise.

coz, i understand.

i promise we'll be the same.

i'm sorry i lied,

i can't breathe.

Tears filled up my blanket.

but, i don't want you to worry.

i'm fine. yes, i do.

coz, i know you care.

2 weeks in ipoh.

2010-09-21T10:11:00.000-07:00

had 2 long weeks in ipoh...

congrats to Karseong for entering the finals for your doubles.

lets' save more money for abalone. haha

had gathering with my dearest gang during secondary school...

it's the first time ever in two years we manage to see each other.

i'm really glad, and seriously, i miss them...

we were as childish and 'sampat' as ever. XD

mummy held a house-warming party too...

i'm not so fond of parties, especially in my own house...

coz, i'm lazy, yeah. haha...

but my gang came over too.

i'm glad, and thanx for the presents people =)

been swimming continuously,

and doing sports either...

i cant' feel anything different...

i need to work harder...

after two weeks,

i'm back at sunway.

thanks Karseong for the company.

i used to hate bus journeys.

haha...

today,

we watched Piranha,

thank goodness it's not 3D,

he spectated my scary face more than the movie.

was that funny?

i hate bloody scenes...make me scream like mad...

haha...

and we've just end up our Mid-Autumn Barbeque Party,

my homies are exhausted i guess.

had a great time with them too.

i smiled when dinner was served yesterday.

everyone is back, the laughter, the noise, it's back,

i miss you people.

will update further news in tommorrow's post.

stay tune. XD

you can't feel it, don't you.

it's okay.

sometimes, you make me feel,

i don't know.

what are we?

Semester break - the end of Semester A

2010-09-05T06:44:00.000-07:00

after my final presentation.... woohoo...independance day people~~~~

it's my first time taking the train back at night...
so, so, sooooo cold in the train...my fingers are freezing...
i was still doing a flash animation for someone.
simple and easy, just one interaction, for, 2 and a half hours.
hope he'll like it X)

see, i'm back home sweet home with mischievious little sister...

went to spectate her tournament today.

she lost, she cried, as usual.

so we went to Pizza Hut to cheer her up.

no worries Weeling, you still have doubles tommorrow.

allthebest kay.

messing up with people's webcam...gotta delete all of them before returning it...

or else, embarrassing giler...

i posted in my twitter since no one really followed me there,

我愿意成为你的救生圈，因为，我不想看着你溺水。

sincerely.

the angel wishes you,

allthebest, goodluck =)

merdeka?

2010-08-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

happy independance day malaysia.

erm, 4 more days to Degree 0905's independance day.
it's so soon...
i'm waiting... hahaha.

finally presented the final animation.
i'm, satisfied, yay.
tired though...

i should really lock myself up.
my hands tend to get itchy when my wallet is full with cash.
well, spent more than 100 bucks on clothes again...
oh my...
but not this from Kitschen. just a try on.

cool eh? will get them as soon as i have MORE cash. haha

i thought i will be having fun with you.

i want to have a great day.

but, i guess you need a rest.

everytime when we talk about her,

there's a sense of sour lemon dripping through my lungs...

why lungs? oh, i prefer lungs than heart.

i need them for breathing. haha...

i do sense that you still care for her.

i don't really know what to respond sometimes.

i'm just, worried.

i just, want you to be happy.

just, don't want you to think too much.

just, wanna cheer you up.

i may not be a superb 'cheerleader',

i hope, i'm a good listener.

hope, i can save you from being drowned.

coz, i knew how to swim

maybe

Fujitsu Babe - to the ward

2010-08-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

my fujitsu baby was sent to the service centre in Menara Olympia,
thank goodness i've managed to find that place...kinda far. phew...

hope my baby will be fine, coz it's screen kept flickering non-stop,
like mad...
everyone was like,
how you endure, and how on earth are you going to do your assignments...
i was wondering to send it after my finals...
but, it's warranty couldn't wait till the date for my submission...
and college's lab couldn't be booked...
how??!!!

really thanks to karseong who lent me his laptop.
i used to hate acer, but this Aspire 4736G has better graphics than mine,
and yea, 4gb ram and stuff...fast enough. for just 2000plus.
don't under estimate it...haha
coz it saved my life =)
thank you so much

check this out... some sorta printing booth in KL Sentral...
it provides online surfing as well,
cool huh...
i've forgot to bring my receipt as proof of purchase...ish
so fortunate to find this print-station.

went shopping...
bought sis's phiten necklace.
gonna wear it before giving her. haha
bought a new Maybelline Volume Express Mascara,
and a lipbalm...nice nice.
never thought i would need to invest on cosmetics...
i need it for work, haiz.

yay, mummy agreed to subscribe the maxis broadband with netbook package...
i can have it~ whee~

i've been Plant VS Zombie-ing again...

no more slacking...
should finish up my Animation final by Saturday, okay?

you,
have you ever thought of me?

woo hoo Media Cultures and History Essay Crunch time!

2010-08-25T12:30:00.000-07:00

that post title was created by Daniel himself,
to our inbox for the essay submission reminder...

i had problems in cutting down my words...
argh argh argh..
just now i was so hungry and angry...
too stress kot...

finally done with the @#$% essay...
now, it's Plants VS Zombie time~
i've cleared the levels lastime,
wana start all over again,
ngek ngek~

uploaded the retarted stress face:
cold man, the guys room...

you sound really sad everytime you talked about her...
i'm worried...
i wanted to make you happy,
i really do...

Vic's B'day + Leehom's Showcase

2010-08-22T12:15:00.000-07:00

i've been Miss Photographer for 2 days...swayed our way to Penang...

for Vic's 21st Birthday celebration...

mua retarded make-up look...
quite a long time since we took pics Siawpei...

we were so so so late...

and we arrived before 9pm?

yeap, i was appointed as miss photographer...

lotsa pics, check them out in fb,

not now...haha...will upload them soon...

i'm kinda disappointed with myself,

they didnt look nice as in the LCD screen of my slr,

it turned out to be, not as nice as i thought as i viewed them in my laptop...

i could shoot better...

not sure whether Vic likes them...

ID people and homies with birthday boy...

happy family aye?

Vic shares his birthday with his sister, 21st Aug

he's going for a trip to Taiwan after a few hours,

cool huh? take care ya.

remember to take a pic with the same pose at Tower 101,

and eat smelly toufu at Shilin's place that i told you a thousand times...

after the party, we were brought to a fun fair next to Queensbay Mall...

i don't feel like playing hardcore stuffs,

i was bloated and i could feel my stomach intended to create an explosion...

so, i just went for bumper car...whee...

oh yea, i bought a pair of pirated crocs,

nice one =)

i was uber tired and moodless...

coz i did not sleep before this day...

check out both of them:

it's so cold while i was sleeping...brrrr....

the fun fair is a nice place for photoshooting...

will try next time X)

next thing,

it's Leehom's genuine signature~!
and the original CD with the FOC key...

Jiayu, Vic, and I attended the Leehom Showcase in One Utama:
awww, my disgusting sweaty face...

thanx to Chiayi for the zoom lens...

managed to shoot dear Leehom XD
he sang Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi...

heart it heart it heart it~

we've been queing up for like, 3 hours?!

and we nearly missed the chance of approaching him for his signature...

fortunately, things change...

i failed to get a close shot coz we're not allowed to...

it's alright i've captured him in mua eyes...

he's soooo HOT...

as handsome as you saw him on screen.

but in reality his face looks thinner than i thought.

pity him, been signing for hours,

when it was my turn,

he looked like an autograph machine,

signing non stop, with a robotic face and figure sitting straight...

i love the eyes...

they're shockingly stunning... wow...

quenched our thirst with a large cup of refreshing lemon tea from Carl Junior's...

whoa i was desperately thirsty...

there were times i imagined whether i faint on the spot...

i hate being in crowds...

Leehom's not my favourite,

and yet i'm being crazy today...

it's fine since he's hot...hehe.

i really hoped that TVXQ will be together again...

and having something like this.

i missed them =(

and i started to miss you?

not really miss but,

thinking of you frequently.

what about you?

Badminton with BMM0905-1

2010-08-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

yay we had badminton yesterday.

it feels great to be closer with BMM0905-1.

almost everyone attended except Yeeven and Wan Zhen.

dear Sampatians, we should go out more often aye?

we went to the Sound Recording Studio today.

just look at my face... 4 hours...

save me...

i'm finally done with my essay draft.

and the journals, imap. for Media Cultures and History.

gotta sleep X)

waking up early for Animation project.

if i manage to...

haha

you,

hmm...

okay, better not to think too much.

but, i feel great to be what we are now.

or, you make miracles happen.

can you?

NAIV Bag 3rd Edition by Vern

2010-08-16T13:38:00.000-07:00

modeled for Vern's new creation. her 3rd edition NAIV bag.

and it's mine X)
i'm in the jacket XD

interested? pm Vern, or me, i'll transfer your request to her.

had yumcha with Syuan just now...

we gossiped for an hour...haha...

ks, cheer up.

you need time.

you do.

i'm here for you.

don't worry.

the butterfly winks to you,

it hoped that you'll stay happy

Love in Disguise

2010-08-15T00:19:00.000-07:00

Saturday 14th Aug

met up with Vern in TimesSquare,

mission: in search of black jacket that i've desperately wanted it since i saw it appearing in Syuan's profile.

and yeah, i've found it X) for 85 bucks.

yippie...

both of us was actually planning to watch Eclipse in KLCC,

mana tau tak ada pun showtime yang appropriate.

jadi, we chose to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice,

doink, left 2 rows to the screen...

ok, we end up watching The Expandables.

thanx Vern for watching the second time, on the second day XD

i love this:

Arnold Schwarzeneggar:" Are you sick? you've lost weight."

Slyvester Stallone: " You gained what i've lost."

laugh out loud ryte.

why on earth that there is no bus to Tropicana Mall.

i've waited for like, 30minutes and i don't see any shuttle bus appear either...

thank goodness the cab fare was not really expensive.

Thanx Kar Seong for the dinner and movie X)

Love in Disguise by Leehom.

Yeah i liked it, hope he likes it too.

Han Dian was really amusing...wanna watch Mang Ga with him in it.

laughed all the way in the mov.

after the movie we walked a long way to get a cab...

so sorry if i troubled you...

nope you didn't bore me,

you made my day instead :)

i‘ve never seen and talked to mr. somebody for two days in a row

and yet i'm still happy.

yay i did it.

thanx to ks.

do butterflies know how to blink?

"haha, they even knew how to wink"

2010-08-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

oscar?

nope, it's TOASCA...

what does it have to do with me? i won something?
nah, i'm just one of the emcees... took the golden mannequin thingy to play around...
here, Michael Huang, my partner for the emcee.

it went on well, thank goodness my voice is not that bad...

seriously, i like this pic. it doesn't look like me.

with slimmer face and cheekbones... heheez...
guess what, Mr Chia brought me and Michael to Sakae...

that's so, kind of him. hahaha.

don't feel like putting so much words today...

will sleep earlier today,

gonna do some MCH Essay,

intro sikit sikit will do...

haha.

i listened to you kay.

nitez X)

Post number 202

2010-08-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

well, this is the 202nd post...

a zero between the two-s...

i, am, not, so, happy.

to someone,

who on earth do you think you are?

when you need me for anythg,

i'll do it even you're not even begging me,

and when i wanted to just approach you,

you're like, stay away coz i'm busy,

yes i know you're busy, mind your attitude,

fine, maybe i'm sensitive,

but i wana say, @#$% you.

been sick since pc fair ended.

with my voice, gone...

i can't even swallow food for 2 days...

bravo coz i'm able to munch bread and pan mee today...

i'm the emcee for TOA Creative Awards this friday nite.

how am i going to be her?

however, thanx to Tingting for the herbal tea and medicine,

i'm better now, voice coming back bit by bit...

thanx for the care these days,

you kept nagging me to drink, drink and drink,

sleep, sleep and sleep,

remember to eat,

remember to eat medicine...

oh ya, teh o limau panas does really work...

however, please do not treat me that good...

please...

i don't wanna rely on you too much...

i can't pull back...

as you said, don't put hopes so easily.

i'll learn to be immune and invisible...

i'm really tired of everything.

can i just, run away?

Unexpected

2010-08-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

checkout what the Bmm-ians are doing... stalking on Lai's new + cool hairstyle. lmao

too stress kononnya...we're treating the Bdi-ians like a zoo... haha

my recent indulgence. vanilla sundae from Chocolate Lounge... thumbs up for its taste and price XD

had dimsum with Liwei, Jiayu and Bing... in Puchong. i still heart Foosan. idky...

chacha... went swimming with Vern! thanx for the company. you're cute X)

sticking on my workout + diet plan. to get slim asap

you know what,

i suceeded in,

throwing you out of mua mind! yippie

coz, someone unexpected appeared.

someone i noticed long time ago,

you're way too good,

i dare not approach you.

But now, i seem to be aware of you.

Thanx, coz you remember me.

i tend to be excited with your appearance.

hope you will go on,

make the unexpected happen.

good luck in your tournaments

200th Post : Loner

2010-07-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

Having breakfast alone,

Having not-so-tasty coleslaw in StationOne for lunch alone,

Loitering in branded stores alone,

Taking the bus alone,

Swimming alone,

Walking back alone.

am i a loner?

i feel lonely sometimes.

some say i'm emo,

some say i'm, hmm, whatever, i can't think of it.

it's not that i'm emo,

i'm just, not really happy.

i'm kinda weird these days,

i tend to be really lazy, playful.

i'm out of motivation, inspiration,

and yeah, CASH, that's vital.

i need huggies by Meiyee...

i think i'm alright.

sticking to my vege and fruit diet,

as everyone knows,

i eat a lot, and i DO love eating.

it's really torturing,

trust me, it does...

i hate cutting down on food,

i rather exercise for the whole day than to cut or limit my food range in a meal.

i have no choice since i have limited opportunities of exercising...

i missed badminton trainning...

perhaps taking dance lessons again soon?

wait till my dearest cash friends approach me,

i'll go for either new style hiphop or popping.

working on my Animation project sketches...

trying mua best to do as much as possible,

coz i'm working in Averawards @ Sunway Pyramid...

it's @#$%&* bored there.

wasting time sitting there...waiting for customers...

and, not many people came...

CAN I DO MY ASSIGNMENTS THERE?!

wish me luck.

oh gosh, Katy Perry, Wonder Girls and Tokio Hotel is here,

MTV world stage at Lagoon...

will try to have a peek during my dinner break.

you're just a piece of cake.

so what?

(with a smirk on my face)

Semester B Degree Level 1 begins + Bon Odori Update

2010-07-19T11:37:00.001-07:00

Here we go again, semester B of Degree Level 1 in Multimedia Design.

my assignments are still, incomplete!!!

how this could be happening?!

reason: i've been, playing, slacking, playing, slacking the whole study break.

great aye?

I've been praised loads today,

CC and H said i grew taller,

Cheryl said i looked lively,

Kate said i looked 'chao' (as in 'chiu', trendy), she did freak me out in the first time XD

compliments made me feel, yippie~~~

went to Bon Odori last week,

with Sayaka, her sis, Grace, Raymond and Vic.

not so exciting as i expected,

food (costly), cultural dances, hot chicks, people, and people @.@

i fear crowd...

but, we had kinda, a little, fun during the dance

see, Sayaka and Grace in yukata-s, gorgeous ayte?

all of us...

Jiayu was sick, hope she'll get well soon...

once again,

i'm disappointed.

i feel like landing my fist on you.

but, i hesitate.

i'm such a failure.

Date with Shyuan (Wednesday update)

2010-07-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since we hangout...my ex-roomate, MeiShyuan.

we watched Eclipse, not so bad as i saw the reviews, i'm waiting for Breaking Dawn...

feel like owning the saga dvds... eeeeeeeeee........

after movie we had our meal in Sushi Zanmai~
we updated each other with gossips...

gossip gossip gossip...so many red hot news!!!

and, yeah, i've been playing backstabbing with someone,

yet who accused me instead, mind your words dude,

but who cares, i've got loads of witnesses, ryte Shyuan? XD

and for dessert, Macha ice cream~

remember the first day we had ice-cream together on the same spot...

not to forget, photoshooting~

our favorite, whee~ haha

we took almost 600plus shots XD

check them out in FB for the best shots...
i know she personally heart this one X)

and our pic, we've knew each other a year dy.

let's go photoshooting again next time X)

you make me wonder,

you're weird

new hairstyle, new lifestyle

2010-07-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

had been working two days in Sunway Pyramid's Canon Concept Store,

coz this month Canon's Promoting it's Camcorders...

however, unfortunately, i did not sell any of them, pathetic can.

according to the sales record, only 3 camcorders were sold last month...

yeah, it's do boring there. tried on many SLR's, including this 7D,

i'm so going to buy a 50mm f/1.8, portrait lens! 350bucks kay...

returned to Ipoh for a few days to get my PTPTN forms done.

and pow, i cut my hair~ again

but i'm so satisfied this time X)
it's time to change.

better, and hotter XD

and also, towards you.

i'm tired, i give up.
will try to be a brand new me =)
had a great time with my friends in Ipoh, although just a lunch break with them.

but i spent most of my day with her, Meiyee

congrats on ur MUET test for getting band 4.

allthebest in your coming exams ya, love you.

i'm doomed.

i'm way to PHAT X(

study break~

2010-07-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky.

Bing saw this the evening before yesterday, she was like, wow, yellow! beautiful~!

and i was like: Let's go~~!!! hehe

filtered this with cool blue...there are many shots of the original sunset white balance. check them out in fb X)
"I've always thought my flowers had souls." -Myrthle Reed

i personally heart this sososo much. natural weh~

i've been so enervated these days. 2 days without sleep.

so i ended up dozing off in class, non stop... that's so uncool...

and, my first ever terrible presentation for my favorite subject...

it's the first time i present my work unfinished,

first time crapping stuff that i don't even know what i'm crapping...

that's so FAIL... felt terrible...

fine, i'll sleep.

and everything will be fine.

hope so

SPCA ad? i think this could be XD

likey likey likey~

saw Joshua today.

feel like celebrating his b'day with him next week.

it's been almost a year since we hangout.

kinda miss him. ?! haha yeah.

i'm his dai gah jie. XD

hey you,

ya, you.

what on earth are you thinking.

Week 07

2010-06-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

i wonder why... i'm getting exhausted, day by day, even though i've tried to sleep earlier.

i still, tend to doze off in class, at home. WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH ME

i wanted to get Livita just now after dinner, or perhaps, i should consult Mr. Doctor?

Snickers and Homesoy have been my 'indulgence' every thursday, rush hour... XD

Week 07 is here. Projects Submission are closer.

I was so fortunate to submit my Video PRoject 1 on time,

coz i've been to Penang for 3 days,

Canon had a Trade-in Fair in Penang's Canon HQ,

i do need to learn some hokkien,

it's kinda hard to communicate with people there.

i'm learning XD

i've arrived Kotaraya at 5am in the morning.

luckily Wei Te lives in USJ,

otherwise i would be so lonely, and scared.

thanks ya.

we managed to find McD for cups of coffee,

and gossiped. haha.

reached home at 7am. phew.

proceed to Premiere Pro.

thanks to Chiayi for the cast.

and also Siawpei, thank you X) plus mr. Foobi.

It was Bing's birthday last week... hope she heart it.

i heart this pic very much X)

Both of them went to Redang Island with ID0905-1.

Ish i wanna go!!!

but i couldn't skip class ryte? fine fine fine...

Vic i want Beach Dress, hehe X)

i found out that,

i'm just being unnecessary sometimes,

i'm just nothing.

even nothing than nothing.

you will not be able to see me.

and you tend to be so hot tempered facing me,

do you hate me that much.

i'm kinda tired.

fine, let it be.

just treating you good,

that's it.

let it be

2010-06-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

it's been ages since we took a pic together. thanx for the company for scene shooting.

and yeah i have not started any scenes for my Video Practices Project.

wil be shooting this Sunday evening =) courtesy to Chiayi for accepting my request.

bad news, i accidentally deleted my Class folder yesterday.

that folder contains the assignments, exercises, notes and visual references that i did every week.

i feel like crying.

although some files could be restored, thanx to IT department.

but only 381mb out of 810mb...

pathetic...

my memories...for these weeks...gone...

been playing badminton twice in 5 days. cool can.

my defence and stamina dropped...oh no no no...

thanx ID0905-1 for the invitation.

you InteriorDesign peeps are cool, and, rich giler...

talking bout my very own Multimedia class...

it seems that we're getting along now.

people in BMM0905-1 are superb.

i'm the one who is always late for class,

and the first to leave,

it's not that i'm lazy, we just have different styles.

but, i'm LAZY~ hahaha.

i have this sleeping disease...save me... i didn't mean to do so...

i found out that i'm able to adapt in my progress for the projects assigned.

it would be fine if we follow the weekly progress.

they can be really hysteric sometimes...

when it comes to class exercises from Shahnim. haha.

and the Satanism rumor of Lady Gaga is invading in our class.

i found out that Obama's 'Yes We Can' voice reversion to be 'Thank You Satan'.

rumor or reality?

and many American Singers.

including Beyonce, which i respected before.

no wonder she's collaborating in Telephone. yucks.

i don't fancy Lady Gaga. She's way to extreme for me.

i'm just an ordinary girl. sorry to offend Lady Gaga lovers.

i'm having nightmares...

it's so real.

freaked me out.

please leave me alone...

i care for you.

won't put too much hopes on you.

coz i knew i'm invisible to you.

so, i'm purely being nice.

that's it.

Repentant

2010-06-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

i should be in Ipoh now.

in my cozy bed.

however,

i end up in Sunway.

serve me right for not buying the tickets before this.

i should be celebrating Mum's and Sis's birthday,

and also father's day.

i'm so sorry Mummy.

i missed Mother's Day, and now

your birthday...

i've actually bought all of your presents.

but...

i'm just so sorry.

i'll try to come back next week.

Happy Birthday Mummy,

Happy Birthday Weeling,

Happy Father's Day Daddy.

you know what,

you big fat liar,

i was so unhappy that day,

did you ever notice?

Liwei's B'day

2010-06-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

phew... i've finally managed to upload the pics...
it's been days since i kept trying to upload them...
therefore, i'm unconciously unfashionably unreasonably late...

tadaa~ it was Liwei's Birthday on 30th May:

Ms. Lim Li Wei,
one of my bestie and homie in Sunway, and even my classmate till now,
see how complicated our relationship can be?
ahaa, and also, my Babo~ haha, that's confidential between us...
she's cheerful, funny, and SHY. hahaha. you will know what shy means. XD
this fella is one of my best compatible pals,
coz sometimes i found out that we think in a similar way...
not all, but most of them, it's like, we're bursting out the same stuff, mentally or physically?
kinda difficult for me to describe them...haha
that's why we're both stucked in BMM0905-1. lmao
and when it comes to song remixing, that's my favorite part with her
had a birthday blast for her in McD,
should say, a Mega Mag blast, but she expected it.
not sure whether she hearts it.
but i bought her a pressie, maybe she liked it, maybe.

after dinner we loittered around Lagoon Nite Park,
that was a good place for people to 'berpacaran', haha,
great atmosphere and lighting,
intriguing enough for a photoshoot,
i'll be back again with my ass-elle-are next time X)

check out the shots that i hearted: these high heels are killing my feet, i fell twice on my knee, ouch.
never ever try 4-5 inches again if it's not necessary, it hurts yo.

i loved this one, Bing and Liwei coming towards the camera

and also this, Minren and XiaoKeong, like a sneaker ad. suka suka XD

and a motion sequence of Minren leaping from bench to bench, this is the best leap, but headless...hehe...

nice carry and wide-opened legs, cheerleading? haha.

and this will be awesome if i catch a better angle. nice one XiaoKeong.

jumping high. i was not in. coz of madame heels...ish.

currently in Pixel Imaging class,
working on Photoshop, creating icons and buttons.
cool but complicated can.

as usual, i'm sleepy,
serve me right for watching late night movie.
i'm so gonna nap after this...

time flies, it's now week 4 of Semester A.
projects are heavy heavy heavy.
my shoulders are loaded.
minds are locked.
soul is floating.
i need motivation.
i need time.
i need you to support me, will you?
we are closer these days,
a little yippie,
or is it, just, coincidence?

let's go nitepark for photoshoot next time.
ask me out.
i'll go.

Degree Level 1

2010-05-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

dear bloggie... felt so sorry to neglect you... it's gonna be a month since the last post...

well, spent 2 weeks in Degree Level 1...how does it feel...?

back on track, gonna be freakin busy again...

however, i felt enervated as ever, sleeping all the time...what's wrong with me...

before class commences, i joined the field trip to KL Design Week...
in National Gallery and also Galeri Petronas...both of us were warned by the security for taking a pic like this...
so what...hahaha...just hope he does not see my post here. lmao.

Liwei and i will be spending most of our classes in Multimedia Lab 4,

which means no other place than main block...oh oh...

and most of the time, the lab is freezing cold...

no worries i brought my gloves with me ^^

have been sick last week...so weak.

that's also one of the reason i neglected bloggie...hehe

i've recovered, yahoo~

will be having such Modules this semester,

1.)Animation and Video Practices, sounds cool huh?

2.)Pixel Images and Sound, sounds interesting ryte?

3.) Media Cultures and Practices, gosh, i need more reading.

4.) Typography workshop, urgh, weakness...

5.) Principles and Practices of Interactive Media, yeah! web design ^^

had photoshoots for the first exercise for Pixel,

create a GQ Mag drink ad,

of course this is not the final piece.

haha... happy and refreshing XD

as for mine... gosh...i'm not sexy at all. but Liwei made a nice one, will upload it later.

i should be working these 3 days...

but, urgh, screw you.

and, you, 'dou ng hai gam yao yi hei je ma'...

serve you right XD

fine, holiday then.

uh no, should be doing my assignments yo.

i bought a new pyjamas, whee~

i feel like buying an iPod Touch 8gb, for 799,

or iPhone 4G? which one?

sometimes, i feel that we're in a different world.

although we're always together.

i can't feel you. just. i don't know.

are we getting closer?

a little XD

will you shop with me after my salary is issued?

Things happen unexpectedly

2010-05-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

this morning, i was waken by a call,

it was my teacher, i answered the call with an easy-breezy morning mood,

but, as she proceed, i was shocked.

shock of my life.

my bestie, Meiyee's father left the world yesterday night due to a sudden heart attack.

i stunned, cried, considered.

at last i decided to return to ipoh.

i was relieved as Meiyee was stronger than ever,

she said, ' my dad dislikes if i cry, so i promised myself i would not cry, to take care of my mum and brother'

i was really touched, and amazed by her.

i accompanied her for 5 hours,

and i returned to Sunway again,

coz i'll be having an induction programme tomorrow morning at TOA.

there are many first times today,

it was the first time i was shocked by a phone call,

the first time my friend's father leaving the world, and even my best friend,

the first time i ran to the station without thinking whether people are noticing,

the first time i stunned in KL Sentral, and cried like a helpless baby,

the first time i took an express bus back to Ipoh all by myself,

the first time i saw Meiyee as cheerful and strong,

the first time i took a night bus back alone to Bukit Jalil,

the first time i travelled alone with the LRT and Bus at night,

the first time i got my ears stuffed with earphones the whole day,

the first time i emptied my stomach for a day, i do not have any appetite.

it feels scary and membencikan to travel alone at night,

it (i hate to use this word) S**KS!@#$%*

but it's fine i could manage to reach home.

i wondered, can Meiyee adapt to this kind of situation?

how would she be after this.

after meeting her, i knew she'd be able to face everything.

she is a strong and cheerful girl.

i feel like hugging her now.

all the best meiyee, in everything.

specially for you, a smiley porridge i made for you.

with love.

peeps, it's Mothers Day,

and i missed the chance to call mummy,

i'll do it the next morning.

hope all of you would cherish the moments with your beloved ones,

you will never know what's gonna happen next.

take care people

Happy Mothers Day Mummy, i love you

Degree Foundation - Semester 3

2010-05-06T18:02:00.000-07:00

i kept my fingers crossed everytime i thought of TOA...and...

Results were out,

here we go:

Design 3 = A-
Letterforms and Calligraphy = C+
History of Art and Design 2 = B
Perspective Studies = B+
Moral Studies = C+

I'm really happie for Design, Perspective, and HOA. =)
it's my first time getting an A for Design coz i usually got the worst among my subjects in semester 1 and 2.
for Perspective...i hated it...it gave my brain tornados in every single project...but the results untangled the knots i had before and impulses were sent to activate my smiley muscles =)
HOA, whoa whoa whoa...well done Szekei. we did it =)
Typography, yeap, i'm weak in it. yes i admit XP
i didnt even care less about Moral Studies. (i'm just worry that i'll be caught for you-know-what XD)

after all the hard work, felt greatful with the outcome.

however, there are people who are leaving.
this made me really unhappy.
especially Chungkit...
my jaws dropped till i couldn't even shut them together.
he's one of my classmates whom i could really talk to, or listen.
my Frapmate...
i can't imagine i'll be not seing him in the next semester...T.T
there were other classmates, some transfering into Diploma, some even leaving TOA,
my class, the population is getting lesser.
i couldn't believe it =(

by the way,
i respect the decision made by all of you,
go for your choice,
strive for the best for the coming days,
even though we're not classmates anymore,
we're still friends.
i really appreciate what we've been through.

Take Care

heading back to Sunway tonight.
thanx Stephanie for the ride.
byebye Mum, Dad and Sis.
take good care of yourselves kay.
Weeling, All the best, hope you're selected to MSSM,
i'll spectate if i had the chance =)

you got me anything?

My Days with them

2010-05-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

this dress costs 89 bucks... my next target? hmm... see if it's still there when i come back again...

went for a karaoke with them... lousy E-box doesn't really have much variety of songs...

this time was like a cantonese song gala... haha

and for the next day...

yes!!! back in action! with Looikahmun joining us:

yay... so cool~ ha~!

can't really jump now, coz i've expanded sideways compared to the time i was trainning...

jump jump jump! smash~!

had fun bullying this fella...

yumcha session at Beh's cafe:

shot this for Marie, loads of them, check them out in facebook...

i really thank them for their time coz they're studying form six,

hanging out after their classes.

STPM is here in months time.

wish you guys all the best,

love you all =)

especially Seik Mei Yee !!!

how are you?

hope you'll be fine

Canon @ Alamanda Putrajaya

2010-04-29T10:41:00.000-07:00

back to sunway...

to work for four days in Alamanda Putrajaya...

as Canon promoter again...

it's only 10 people working, unlike PC fair.

so it's lesser people.

we've sold about 5 cameras only today.

including me, i've sold a 1000D~

whee...

food there is terribly expensive...

spent more then 15bucks today...gosh.

and travelling, 8 bucks...gosh square

although it's quiet during the long journey.

from sunway to midvalley to serdang to putrajaya.

man, i'm EXHAUSTED.

nitez...

u made me smiled for almost the whole day there =)

Steamboat with mua Dearies

2010-04-27T19:08:00.000-07:00

yeap, that's my bestie since Primary Three... finally meet up with them...
for a steamboat in MP Ipoh Parade (the usual place for lala's), but that's my lepak place too cz i've no other choice...
we had fun gossiping and snapping photos... snapped more than 50 shots... check them out in facebook soon. i still need time to edit and upload them, spare me time kay...
i didn't know that they are fond of the jumping thingy... almost the whole Parade saw how dim-witted we were...i should say 'sampat' or 'sang fan xu' better. lmao
i need to brush up my skills on manual mode for faster shutter speed...

we headed to Jusco, planning to watch a movie. however, the movie time was too late...

discussed whether to pool, bowling, karaoke or just, gossip...

i chose to gossip coz 1, i want to update myself bout them. 2, i had diarrhea.

i'm not in the mood to either pool or bowl, except for karaoke...XD

till 8pm, 'kami pulang ke rumah masing-masing...'

courtesy to Meiyee and Cheesheen for the ride these days...

felt kinda useless coz i couldn't drive, even with a license...

bear with me, it's been a year since i've touched the steering...

back at home...

still not well...

why did diarrhea attack me in a such a moment...

i still need to travel back to Sunway...

spare my life please...

should i grab the oppurtunity?

Swimming Frenzy~

2010-04-26T21:00:00.000-07:00

chacha~i've brought my 550D to RPGC (Royal Perak Golf Club)

that place is my place to 'lepak' for my semester break...

to slim down...hahaha
walked around to snap mesmerising scenes...
tadaa...the pool i used to swim...
i loved this pic... the little insect thingy on it...
a woman approached me...she asked for my facebook to tag my photos...whee...

i wondered...when on earth do i start to indulge in photography...

i even thought of not having a DSLR before...

but now... doink...

should i go on...?

some say yes, some supported me...

some say no, we're impossible...

conclusion...?

idk

eeeee~poh

2010-04-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

checkout my wilson backpack~someone said, "you're just going back to ipoh, but you looked like you're going to america".

screw you...haha

i wasn't asleep during the journey... 3 hours... till i arrived...
the beautiful railway station... take a look at the snapshots...

and mum came...

we went to PGS to fetch my rascal sister...
skinny and long as usual...

i had such a great stamina today...

an hour in the gym...

an hour in the swimming pools, laps by laps without any break...

i just felt, so energetic...

then, for relaxation...jacuzzi, sauna, steambath....

that's what i call, indulgence...

but i still long for badminton, geesh i miss it so much!!!

it'll be purfecto if it's in the package...

please date me people!

there are times that i've decided to give up.

why can't i just do so?

however, there's a glimpse of hope now,

or maybe i'll call it a pinch?

i hope you could tell me.

i will never tell you unless you asked.

i'm just, nothing to you i guess...

i would never want a terrible outcome

because, i cherish what we are now

Pavillion & Starhill via 550D

2010-04-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

finally...
i've got my SLR bag and UV filter... thanx to Vic for the company.

i bought my backpack too. it's Wilson in blue XD

i found out that i've been indulging myself in shooting fountains...

i requested for this, before we even stepped into Pavillion

yummy~ take a look at this ugly shot XD

nah nah, shoot you nicely kay.

we loitered around pavilion for hours...

and we found this outside...

i heart the lamborghini next to it ^^

our next destination before we depart...

Starhill...

and suddenly i was stopped, forbidden to shoot photos...

so, we left...

and i saw this little baby... looking at a crow flying around...

i saw my gothic building! but it's way too far, i've tried my best to zoom in...

gosh, tons of people at the bus station...

we've finally reached sunway at 8somthing...

i had a great day. =)

we made a cheesecake...

will upload it soon

today was a fairytale

thank you =)

PIKOM PC FAIR @ KLCC

2010-04-19T00:32:00.000-07:00

i've finally bought you 550d...i've been considering a 500d... which is actually good enough.

however, with more megapixels, faster shutter speed, frameshots, and also lighter weight for 3040. so, that's it XD

had been working for Canon in PIKOM PC Fair for 3 days...

that's the reason for neglecting my bloggie...

i was way too enervated... especially my feet...

standing and walking around for more than 10 hours?!

giving out brochures and calling out "399!!! 10 megapixels with 3 years warranty!!!"

for i don't know how many trillions of times.

and everyday we had to travel from sunway to KLCC... that's far dude...

aside from that, i've sold 15 cameras...cool aye?

the total sales for the first day, 90 plus cameras,

second day 227 cameras,

last day 1024 cameras including the booth they had in another hall.

on the way to KLCC every morning, i love looking at the gothic building which is a mosque or a station or whatever, it's mesmerising.

and this graffiti along the big 'longkang' (drain)

it's so Malaysia and yet it looks beautiful.

this fella here is out of voice, serve you right for teasing me during CNY, haha. but thanks for carrying my set of DSLR on the way back, damn heavy i can say.

look at the mess during our finals...

and now... cleansy breezy ryte... whee...

having a break for this semester!!! woohoo...

and i've been a lazy bump for the whole day.

yay~

Degree Foundation Semester 3 comes to an end

2010-04-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

the poster for FCD0905's History of Art and Design Exhibition.

with bombastic words, fuiyoh...

after all the work... here we go... Stephen doesn't really heart our artwork, but he's fond with the concept. *smile, and phew*
tadaa... Realitariarism by Szekei and Weenee
and other astonishing artworks by my FCD-lians...

Ernest and H's

Foobi and Feikit's uber huge work

Kevyn and Meixee's

Siawpei and Fengyi's

Liwei and Lai's cool stuff

Mike and Joey's...

go and have a look in The One Gallery for the rest...

what've we got here, Mr Giam Chung Kit's photoshoot by Chiayi

and i invaded XD

after HOA, Design 3...
we've been setting up in TOA almost every night... brought them dinner...

have a look at their faces...
and courtesy to Siawpei and Vic for the dinner-box on Friday. =)
the final video took me days to edit... i was like in, eye sore, heavy head, aching shoulders... am totally stressed out... EXHAUSTED GILER MAN... and i ended up without any sleep to attend the training for a job in PC Fair, as a Canon Compact Camera Promoter...

i was soooooooo sleepy during the briefing...

guess what i saw this on a car next to my house... see how human beings can be so lame sometimes..meano barbarian...tsk tsk...

Presentation...for Design 3 final...
we're in the dark, with our video...
and the bulbs...
Anderson and Stephen was satisfied with our effort. well done. especially to this leader here...

she was touched and she burst into tears after the presentation. great work mate!
see, Anderson loved the 'Malaysian-style' Monopoly...
Szekei's group was cool too... they did a performance...
with this kind of makeup...

scary ryte...

to someone, everything's done...

whether do they acknowledge your efforts,

no worries,

there are people who appreciate what you did,

at least i understand how difficult it is to produce and edit a video.

cheer up mate.

shoulders felt much better...

had a great night,

had a great morning,

had a great day...

with, Sushi Bonanza...
8 plates... gosh...

i'm gonna be exploding PHAT!!!!

had double burgers, baskin robbins and rootbeer float yesterday...

and today...

oh ma gawd cube...

had a great evening shouting my lungs off in Amp Square with Liwei, Jiayu and Huibin.

sensing the semester break mood...

Canon 550D, i'm here...

Even shorter

2010-04-02T21:32:00.000-07:00

finally, i've changed my hairstyle again...hope it looks nice.

so far i've got good comments. especially someone said, wow you look younger!

cool aye? but i'm still not really used to it.

maybe it'll be better after a few months.

okay, a re-update of the video-shooting session in KLIA

pictures tell everything.

finally done with my HOA installation art...
not me, the thingy above me.

hope the presentation goes smoothly next week.

allthebest szekei!

am currently in ipoh,

to celebrate daddy's birthday tonight.

DIGI BROADBAND'S COVERAGE IS STILL WEAK IN IPOH.

bring me back to sunway please.

i miss mua homies

Finals is here

2010-03-29T09:25:00.000-07:00

Super duper late update 'agian'.... and yet i could still expose my tongue 'bluek~!'

yeaps lotsa time till we googled our chinese names...

i had loads to tell actually but i couldn't really remember them...

well, let's just skip to.....

this fella here,
happy birthday Mr. toruk makto, PATRICK LIOW, you're officially 20!

had steamboat in Yuan... hope he enjoyed it, with the little piece of cake...

we had video shooting on saturday...

pics and details will be updated soon, ( to be continued)

i'm sick again...

maybe i'm too warm...

i suffered during the videoshooting...

fever, running nose, headache, and aching all over the place, i feel terribly awful.

i was hoping that someone could save me.

thanks to Kalsey for sending me to KL Sentral for my ticket.

it was earth hour, lights were turned off almost everywhere.

cool ryte...

my homies were planning to have a vacation to Bali Island.

Bali Island = Indonesia = Out of Malaysia = Parents say no

i really wanted to join them... but yeah, the equation above says it all.

even they allowed, i don't have sufficient cash... and i don't think i would ask more money from mummy.

i should not burden her anymore...

hope you guys have a nice and safe trip.

Bali Island is truly mesmerising.

and now,

America's NExt Top Model Cycle 14~!!!

Late weekly update

2010-03-22T11:02:00.000-07:00

oh yes i've neglected mua bloggie... 'agian' XD

this week's not a really heavy week. as we're on the the way of progressing to our finals.

there are times we spent our time gossiping till late night...
sambil gossip, sambil letak cucumber pads on our faces...

and we end up sleeping at 5am...

next day for perspective, live sketching again...

courtesy to Liwei... it's so me XDit's 19th of March. headed to 1901 for hotdogs which cost 3bucks. whee
had a nice lunch though ;)

for my weekend... i went swimming with Patrick.

it feels so good to immerse in the crystal clear (actually not), breezy and refreshing pool.

i've been desperately urging for exercise. either badminton or swimming.

spent LOADS for that particular day...
the answer lies here

however, i had a great time with mua homies...

same on Sunday...

they planned to 'roar' at Maxis and P1 for their terrible service these days.

but we ended up laughing our lungs and intestines out...

especially p1, a very remarkable sentence:

"we suffered while using p1"

"i'm living in sunway and i'm using it happily, i don't understand why you guys suffered..."

"it's my fault then?!"

oh my world, we laughed really hard.

there were other hillarious sentences but i could only state out those.

that'll be sufficient. XD

i've spent two days watching 4 movies, with Jiayu, Liwei, and Vic

'Where got Ghost"

Record

Princess Diaries I

Princess Diaries II - Royal Engagement

and now, i'm alone,

Sherlock Holmes.

i'm really amazed by his wisdom and utmost bloody wonderful observation.

so fond with it XD

and i heart the credits.

i've got a discussion with my Design3 groupmates...at 10 or 11am

and a moral mid-term test at 3pm.

wish me luck.

i'm lazy

i knew.

so sorry to my groupmates.

i'm not sure whether it's the right thing to group up with you guys...

i'm someone who is not really good in conceptual thinking. not creative. not good in everything.

i'm so sorry.

to someone,

i apologize if i've hurt your feelings.

i knew you had hard times.

will try my best to find out how and why.

i hope i could.

i tend to be jealous sometimes.

oh no...

Assignment-Free?

2010-03-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

This week is not that heavy i can say...

coz i could manage to snap pics like that...
see...i miss my trainning look... and this yangyang tee.. it's been ages since i wear it to badminton...
feel like holding a racquet, running around the court...
i miss those times...

i've watched Alice in Wonderland yesterday with mua homies...

not bad though... i heart Johnny Depp and Anne Hathaway, although she's not acting much.

same goes to Captain Jack, his character isn't 'much' enough...

weird, with 'muchness'

i liked the names in the movie, 'Frabjous Day', 'Futterwacken Dance', 'Jabberwocskey'.

and the Red Queen... gosh she's terrible but i enjoy watching her with her 'bloody big head'. haha

i've done the first stage of my HOA installation piece with Szekei...

have been Jackson Pollock for a morning...

using weapons to create an abstract painting...

will upload the pics later...

haha... see i'm busy doing the mock up for disscussion with Stephen...

for Design3's workshop today... we had performance art.

our group performed a circus scene...

i'm glad that the audience understood what we tried to interpret.

and the compliments from Stephen...thank goodness.

he liked the performance, the choreography, the transitions... whee...

yeap, he said we're a crap, but a GOOD crap.

hilarious isn't it.

been slacking for 3 nights...gosh...

gotta start workint out...
for you. anyone. who needs love.

cheers.

am still trying to let you out of mua mind.

Happy Birthday Xiang

2010-03-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Chin Shi Xiang!

the preparation was...gosh...

Jiayu and I ran all over the place to get muffins and candles...

so sorry to make you run, and, end up stomach ache...

and, i did something really stupid and embarrassing,

i smsed: Where's Xiang? Don't let him out of the room.

and someone replied: LOL -Xiang-

i yelled and i nearly faint on the way back...

how could i....argh...

however, things went on perfectly as, i think he didn't expect us celebrating his birthday using muffins...

went to One Utama, Ikea and Ikano Power Centre with Liwei and Jiayu today...

had a sumptuous lunch in Ikea...

heart Ikea's Food...
this is called princess cake, a birthday cake for Swiss people... love the whipped cream and vanilla cake...
Swedish meatballs! should've had 5 instead of 10... made me freakin full...

thumbs up!

we was wondering to buy this mirror...unfortunately, it displays: out of stock...

i bought 3 new tees from Brands Outlet Store!

50 for 3! isn't that great...?

walked, walked and walked...

we've reached One Utama finally...

and i tried on some clothes in Forever 21

liked them but the prices were, *cough cough*

we arrived home at 10...

exhausted.

i'll be having a good nite sleep today =)

Enervated Week

2010-03-12T11:06:00.000-08:00

I was back at Sunway after the fair. home sweet home...

i bought my new cellphone...SonyEricsson W705i...

cost me 700 bucks...from lowyat...

i like it red in color...nice...

the first ever pic to be taken using the new phoney...
that night we had dinner with Datuk Seri Tiong... a Datuk who we know...an uncle of our ex housemate... had a sumptuous dinner. with Siawpei, Tingting, XiaoKeong, Patrick and Vic.
this little guy here is the reason i had headache...
this semester's field trip was just visitting an art gallery in Mont Kiara, for History of Art and Design.

and, Galleri Petronas for Sony Photography Awards...

as usual, i was drowned by assignments...

but thanks to my homies who kept me company...

Patrick is in a relationship! congrats bro~!
bless you Patrick =)

i am so not-in-the-mood these days.

i found out something.

there was an excruciating pain in me.

i finally understood the ignorance.

i cried.

but, thanx for being who you are.

i'm grateful for what i have now.

keeping you deep down my heart.

i'll be silent.

i'll be fine.

gastric invaded again.

thanx for the concern.

i appreciate what we are now.

i need a sufficient sleep today.

nitez...

MIFF Last Day

2010-03-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

it was the last day of the MIFF...nah, just one pic for today's post...
Siawpei and Tingting came over...glad glad glad...

we walked around the hall to take pics...

i only had Gardenia's Butterscotch bread for dinner.

am too tired to go out...

downloading We Are The World 25 for Haiti.

such a beautiful song. saw it in MTV.

sleepin soon.

it's 9.30pm

such a short and not-really-readible post...

going back to sunway tomorrow!!!

MIFF Day 2

2010-03-05T10:27:00.000-08:00

MIFF Day 2

for day 2, look of the day:
one pic will do...

as i stroll down the corridors of other halls, i saw nice ID designs from some of the booths...
check this out, it looked like forbidden city

with princesses...

there were some booths who restricted exhibitors from entering.

' only for buyers' 'export only'

screw you... what sort of furniture you wanna keep away from your competitors.

grand kononnya... pui...

i heard i was going to have dinner in 'tenji' or jogoya...

unfortunately they aren't able to make reservations...

so we end up having seafood in a uber huge res...

it has so many aquariums...a level high...they built stairs for workers to get them...
see, abalones sticking all over the aquarium...
this oyster, in a usual coffee cup's plate, imagine it's size...yummyy

and this crabby here, it's as big as my head...can't really show it's size here...

had a movie with my cousins in Pavillion GSC, Avatar 3D...

i did not fell asleep this time... haha

was thinking of watching Alice in the Wonderland.

but, i feel like watching with mua homies...

i miss them...

i miss my roomate, Jiayu,

i miss Liwei, my laughmate,

i miss Siawpei, my talkmate,

i miss Patrick, my quarrelmate,

i miss Tingting, Connie, Lai, Xiang, Xiaokeong, Minren, and i can't bananalize around without Vic.

do you guys miss Banana Queen?

uh...tired...

high heels more than 12 hours today...

zzzz

MIFF Day 1

2010-03-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

MIFF Day 1

i'm there... Malaysian International Furniture Fair 2010. here's Aquila's booth...

eeeannnd, the look of the day:

see, 3 inch high heels. i've been walking on it for a day. how 'amazing' it can be... and now, i feel like as though as i'm walking on cotton candy...

buyers from all over the world, from Australia,Romania, France, Mexico, Morocco, India, Italy, Japan, Hong Kong, and lots more...
business man today uses this kind of bag.

it's my first time seeing so many people from all over the world. fascinating XD

i met Siawpei and Tingting just now, coincidentally. At first i wanted to find them in PWTC, but due to my feet's reluctance. i err, yeah. no walking...

am so sleepy right now...

nitez.

will tell more tomorrow. if i could...

Visualism

2010-03-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

i've finally reached Vistana Hotel in Titiwangsa. which is near PWTC i think...

it took 2 hours for me to travel...

from Sunway to Kelana Jaya, the traffic congested for an hour...

took the LRT to Masjid Jamek, switched lines to Sentul Timur...

gosh that was really exhausting...

this little guy here worn me out too yesterday...

my visualbook, A Secret Recipe to Sucess...

back

front

content

thanx Jiayu... to quench my thirst with your green tea bags... so called, concentrated - saturated - diluted. my science eh... lmao... for the 'hanzi' (sweet potato), uh uh (-_- ) ( -_-)

Today's Design Workshop, Performance Art.

It's not Performing Art which we did just now.

however, we had a great time i guess...

for us, group 6...

we were uber lucky... coz we forgot the lines...and we acted spontaneously...

Stephen compliments, but, the horoscope guy was luckier i guess...

this guy here was the luckiest...
yeah, it's Mr. Ernest Woo... he enchanted Stephen, again...haha

i'm gointa bed...

nitez

Happy Chinese Valentines

2010-02-28T11:02:00.000-08:00

had Sakae Sushi as my Chap Goh Mei dinner with my homies...

not all of them, just Liwei, Siawpei, and Vic.

i've finally finished my bloody essay!

wheee~

however, there are still assignments rushing towards me...

gotta keep the spirit.

ganbateh!

i miss my roomate....Jiayu...

tried on her clothes coz i was loitering around waiting for Szekei's email.

Liwei laughed her lungs off...

not my style i think...

i failed to persuade my dad to buy me a new cellphone.

bummer. suak!

nitez.

and Happy Chinese Valentines.

to you ;)

worn out...

2010-02-27T09:55:00.000-08:00

this is what i look like. these days. am worn out. EXHAUSTED.

thanx to Nigel and Fei Kit.

mahjong~!!! it's been years since i've touched it... had lotsa fun though...
see... sek wu!!!

play hard. work hard.

yes i did.

the essay draft for History.

is tough.

and, tiring.

i fell asleep for zillions of times
i ended up without sleeping.

went to SPCA with Dash 3
see how reluctant we looked

wow the SPCA has TONS of dogs, i mean, MANY dogs and cats...

here, this lady, miss Shahrul. is one of the Malays i respected the most.
i salute her for her courage and passion for taking care for the animals.

guess what she had 16 dogs! and 9 cats. she's really different. open minded. and she valued life.

would it be better if this world has more people like her?

Earthquake stroke Chile with 8.8

that's terrifying,

people died. buildings wrecked up. roads cracked.

that's really sad.

and, due to this massive force,

tsunami will be hitting Pacific.

especially Hawaii.

prediction on Australia, New Zealand, Japan,

even Philipines.

you know where Malaysia is ryte.

the world is showing symptoms.

will it end soon?

i hope not.

i beg not to.

please...

yeap, i'm working really hard.

i do. =)

i'm wearing out.

but i did not cry.

that's awesome.

see, i'm still smiling...

i feel like doing exercise...

my body doesn't feel good...

Patrick, wanna go swimming tommorow? XD

i don't know why, i still tend to notice you although i'm trying my best to treat you as normal as i could.

Stress is piling up

2010-02-24T08:12:00.000-08:00

Visual Book

History of Art and Design Essay Draft

Moral Test

Perspective Sketches

Typography

Performance Arts

See the list above?

I have to submit them next week.

ALL of them, are HEAVY

i'm doomed.

terribly exhausted.

*_*

sleeping early,

to wake up early.

nitez

Sunday before holiday ends...

2010-02-21T15:45:00.000-08:00

Liwei and i chatted for 2 hours?!

we end up sleeping at 5.30am...

yeah, 1.30pm was my wakey wakey time.

Xiang came back, with his mum and dad. thanx auntie for the red packet =)

also thanx Ah Ma for the chicken rice since we're reluctant to have our lunch outside =)

spent my whole afternoon doing research on Mr. Steven Speilberg.

as Liwei was researching James Cameron, we watched a speedy Titanic...

laughed our lungs out XD

i planned to watch Catch Me If You Can,

but i ended up falling asleep...

till 7pm, dinner time...

bought stuffs for dinner tomorrow...

gossiped...

and yeah, finishing my perspective...

Ryan came over for yumcha session...

thinking back a few days ago, where i was so lonely and quiet at home.

having them back. feels great ^^

perspective...

thanx Liwei for the help in forming my Lamborghini.

gosh my plan is soooooooo small...

i still had a swimming pool, 3 figures, and a curved mirror to finish.

going to consult Lipwei and XiongEe.

it's 8am now.

am having class on 11.30am.

sleepzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

everyone is back

2010-02-20T10:25:00.000-08:00

i'm happy.

coz my homies are back =)

the house is back in action XD

i am, delighted.

glad to see you guys

with a can of shandy,

mmmmm mmmm,

feel great

cool, i ain't missing you

Alone? Shopping!

2010-02-19T10:49:00.000-08:00

cleaned up the fan in living room. bright white can...

dressed up to Pyramid...whee
cache cache, kitschen, FOS, hangten...

i spent 200 bucks again...

i've been changing clothes for lotsa times...

i'll get this from nichii next time =) it's niceeeee
see... my red packets disappearing bit by bit...

just did half of my Perspective Studies assignment.

i still have Design 3's visual book, Director's Essay, and letterforms...

gosh how am i going to finish them off?

Patrick don't act cute!!!

i've been commenting most of his new album in facebook.

looked like a stalker. gosh.

coz he told me he has cute pics uploaded.

some of them are cute, and some, funny as usual XD

i should be using the money to change mua cell phone.

will do next month.

after the MIFF furniture fair.

hope so...

it's 5am, should be in bed...

zzzzz

Last Day of CNY in Malacca

2010-02-18T09:56:00.000-08:00

i left Malacca at 4pm...

bid farewell to my family.

and i arrived Puchong before 6pm.

had dinner with Caryn's family.
yeap that's yee sang.

weird huh, having lou sang with my cousin's family instead of mine.
' lou ar, lou ar'
here comes the dish of day, hhmm, should be the restaurants' delicacy,

smokey aye?

the 'drunken prawns', which is 'zui ha' in cantonese.

thanks to Caryn's dad, i arrived Sunway, PJS 9,

home sweet home.

i'm alone.

quiet.

with my music blowing out of my speakers.

i'm scared.

but i try not to.

time flies, no worries.

dawn will be here soon.

gonna clean up the house.

it's uber untidy, uh uh... (-_- ) ( -_-)

then i'll sway my way to Pyramid,

coz i've accumulated lotsa Ang Ang paos.

wheeeee~

CNY, i doubt

2010-02-17T09:24:00.000-08:00

staying in granpa's house the whole day...

not much to say...

finally, i took pics with granpa,
and granma =)
and sweet little cousies
before heading back to sunway

something happened between me and daddy.

he said i've spent to much for college.

i should go for local uni instead of college.

how far could i go in this field.

i'm very, very upset.

coz he did not believe in what i've chosen.

really not in the mood.

thanx to Patrick for the company and the motivation.

you're so unlucky coz i only found you with the 'online' status whereas others who are in 'busy or away'

despite the scary side of him, he consoled me.

funny ryte.

thank you starfish

thanx Siawpei for the concern, i'm alright now, no worries =)

i phoned mum.

she said, just ignore your daddy.

thanks mum.

thanks a lot.

thanks, without a limit.

i promise i'll strive for the best,

to prove you wrong daddy,

as Vic said results is the 'king king'

so the banana queen will use the king king to shut banana dads mouth.

hope she could.

i love you mummy.

wait for my distraction.

you said you'll be there.

CNY Day 3

2010-02-16T07:16:00.000-08:00

retarded as usual.

i don't know.

i'm still not in the mood.

please save me.
i looked like this.

everyone was like, wow, weenee you're so feminine this time...

unlike last time you looked like a tom boy.

is that a compliment?

yeah okay as you wish people.

i feel like living in my own world.

snap snap snap.

with them too
see, daddy, me and sis
and family pichas

visited loads of relatives.

we're in a battalion every year.

freak them out.

children, lots of children.

and they grew bigger each year.

gosh

red packets were accumulating...

that's the only thing that made me feel i'm in CNY.

and, watching those little rascals playing poker cards...
laughed my lungs off.

omg omg omg.

what's on my mind.

give me CNY mood people.

what on earth is going on with me?!

CNY Day 2

2010-02-15T06:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Day 2...

i'm in red...

cousins are back...

and relatives came over to visit. which means, CROWDED granpa house.

imagine ther's more than 30 people in a house.

i see stars above my head...

took pichas with my little cousins

the house will be more merrier with their existance.

basically i had a uber long nap after i had my medicine.

dizzy fizzy... i slept at 4pm and i wake up at 9pm,

where dinner is no longer there.

all of them were watching Storm Riders 2, it's been a time i've not seen a bunch, i mean a family watching the idiot box together. warm?
i still can't sense any CNY atmosphere. maybe i'm sick. so lucky to bring my baby along, or else, i'll die of 'bosan-ness'... see the family tree behind me... cute eh...TAN family tree which i did it in year 2007
and here pops the little rascal.
sleeping soon...

please return my VOICE

thanx for cheering me up.

Happy CNY 2010

2010-02-14T09:55:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year peeps. and tadaa... look of the day:the morning was freshen up by my cousins,

mummy came in the afternoon. yeah, we went shopping in Jusco.

i saw this clock there, where it plays music every hour. i loved it since i was young. when the minute hand strikes twelve, pixies and fairies will come out of the clock, they danced gracefully, with the clown above them.
thanx mummy for buying me a pair of VOIR jeans ^^ and the sushi treat.

and this guy down here, Jack JAck, it's been a long time since i saw you

i'm not in CNY mood.

i don't know why.

but that's something which pisses me off.

everyone who sees me, asked the same f*cking question,

the asked why did i expanded sideways.

every ONE of them! each!

@#$$%&*$#&&@#*&#*@&#*#@#'

and they asked lame questions,

the same ones every year.

OH MY FREAKING GAWD @#$%^&*^$#@ !!!

wait and see you people.

that's why i don't really enjoy family gatherings.

valentines? forget about it.

year 2010.

is stupid.

not valentines.

i mean,

everything.

including

you.

back to Malacca

2010-02-13T09:41:00.000-08:00

Caryn's dad fetched me from Sunway today. to meet up with my dad coz i'm going back to his hometown, Malacca. check out me and Caryn, reflected by a piano.

i took a uber long nap in the afternoon. whee...

at night there were praying sessions. which happens every year. only a few cousins here.
my elder cousin bro, big and hilarious guy

and my cousin sis =)

we had a great time chatting...

i'm alone again.

Hapie Chinese New Year people~

and happy valentines to you

Five Friday

2010-02-12T11:13:00.000-08:00

i should be in the discussion room of Illustration Department at 10am.

the fact is, i'm still in bed. same goes to Liwei. XD

after the discussion, i met up with Siawpei.

we went to SS15 to collect her IELTS results.

yeah, she passed! congrats congrats congrats =)

i've finally step into Snowflake.

i loved their bestseller.

with extra milk XD whee...
heart the Taroballs, super niceeeeeeee~

back to Sunway at 3pm. loitered before meeting Liwen.

i liked Liwei's jacket. thanx for lending dearie lembu =)

tried on this 300 over quid dress from French Connection...

impossible for me to purchase it. unless i'm insanely rich.

packed up my stuffs and cleaned the super dusty fan in my room.

Jiayu, you'll be satisfied, it's so clean now XD

i made my white chocolate with raisins...

well, it doesn't tasted that good. it's uber sweet. gosh.

fail attempt... haha. i'mma first timie kay.

spent my night with Siawpei watching HK drama.

just back from Sayang with the leftovers at home, including Siawpei, Tingting, Connie, and Vic.

thanx for the treat. coz you've got your salary aye. that's essential. haha

i'm tired.

but i still wanna watch Bodyguards and Assassins.

stop laughing at my voice, it's not sexy at all

Unhappy

2010-02-11T13:46:00.000-08:00

i spent 50 bucks on accessories yesterday. oh my goodness. however, i heart them XD
spent 3 to 4 hours waiting for Stephen regarding the photo critics for Design 3...

Liwei and i ended up meeting him this morning, which he specially reserved for us.

finally... i'm done! without any negative feedbacks. cool. coz i did photos from Ipoh.

yeah, heart Ipoh.

i invaded Patrick's study table, illegally blew up his Edifier, had a great time singing songs of Kelly Chen and Sammi Cheng millenium albums.

these paper strips were gonna craze me off, yeap, letterforms.

spent my time with this, tofee~

thanks to Tee Hor, i got my Digi Broadband, 78quid per month for 700kbps and usage of 10gb.

it even speeds up to 1Mbps sometimes. uber cool~

Liwei made chocolates on cornflakes for Valentines... i'm gonna do mine on Friday, not for Valentines.

Check out the hearts that i carved on the choc:
Liwei: " oh no it tasted like red bean?!"

gonna meet Lip Wei for Perspective Bungalow Project. i hated perspective. coz i'm weak in it. luckily i had no hatred in both lecturers. that's a kind of motivation? may be.

and for my Design3, gonna meet Liwen, hope he approves my idea.

tell ya what, my VOICE is GONE!!!! i was like, ARGH!!! and, no voice coming out of mua throat! what's going on? i could barely speak properly. no high pitch. imagine that you tend to speak but, no voice or your voice sound 'sexy'. SAVE ME!!!

gonna sleep zzzzzzzzzzz chiaoz

i've been moody for the whole day, you'll never notice

i'm NINETEEN

2010-02-09T02:32:00.000-08:00

ta daa... look at mua face. still the same. but i'm NINETEEN. still a teenager aye? hehe

see this cake down here. you know what it means.

Tingting and Vic came into my room. Vic was looking for Jiayu's Dabai (her huge huggable doggie) 's nose. That's strange but i ignored him. and Tingting wanted me to polish her toenails.

fans turned off. what? i'm hot. and poof.

lights off.
and here they come.

i was really shocked to see Ryan with the cake. really surprised. coz i've just took a look on my laptop screen which shows him signing into msn and wow he's here.

surprised that Ernest, Shiaujia and Jasmine appeared too.

and of course my dearest homies...
they sang in 3 languages, english, mandarin and cantonese XD

thanx loads

see what's on the cake, i was like...what?!

no paper plates and serviettes at home. we used bowls. cool eh? thanks Liwei for distributing the cakes.
see how crowded our house was
everyone was busy taking pics,
including the two rascals who looked over this camera.
again. they just can't stop being like that. *wink*

in the morning. a chinese calligraphy page.

by Foobi
and my dearest Liwei

this is like, a poem? for banana queen XD

had mua birthday lunch in KimGary with Siawpei, Liwei, Jiayu, Lai and Vic.

everyone ordered loads.

coz i had this coupon! 50percent discount for birthday babies!
guess what 6 of us spent 120 over quid but we paid just half of it. supercool man~

i got a lollipop from Szekei. thanx ya =)
had a not-so-fun class. which happens every tuesday.

everyone agrees. just look at them.

see what i've got here from lovely Jiayu and Liwei. cute giler~

thanx for the birthday bash, my homies, which include: Liwei, Siawpei, Jiayu, Tingting, Vic, Xiang, Lai, Xiao Keong, Minren, Connie, and Patrick

thanx for celebrating with me on the spot: Ryan, Ernest, Jasmine, Shiaujia and H

thanx for the photoshoots: H

thanx for the birthday song FCD-lians

thanx for the sms-es

thanx to those who wished me in Facebook

thanx who wished me in person

thanx Mummy

am very greatful to have your wishes.

i've 3 wishes before i blew the candle.

not going to mention it here.

9th of February 2010.

Tan Wee Nee is officially nineteen =)

i promised myself before.

yeah, nothing happened.

i'll give up.

bit by bit.

yes, i do.

i'm disappointed.

counting down

2010-02-08T09:35:00.000-08:00

dadadadadadadadadadadadada....

that was the first thing i've heard this morning.

in AVH for History of Art and Design II.

Dadaism and Surrealism were the art movements for today's lecture.

interesting. dadadadadadadadada.... XD

today's dinner, rush.

but we had it early though.

but this guy here,

i don't understand why he took ages to finish his meal.

okay i apologise for the not-so-yummy dinner.

he seemed to be uber free, singing infront of the laptop.

same goes to weenee.

i've searched for songs that i liked in secondary time.

heart them.

haha.

i end up doing my assignment now.

it's 2.10am.

serve me right.

happy birthday to Lip Wei...

and also Jasmine Poon

shocking stories for tommorrow.

stay tuned.

ngek ngek.

Expectations

2010-02-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

i've recovered! CHEERS~!

let me introduce you my first ever hand bag. who would ever imagine me using hand bags?

i've bean a sling bag user for years. hand bags are nono for me. but, people do change huh.

i need it for little stuffs. my sling bag is way too big sometimes. stuffy and bulky. here it goes:
yay~ i've bought a pair of new jeans. GOGGLES. cost 119quid though. but today's Ｓａｌｅ made me bought it. 70% discount can! i'm so, so , so satisfied.
back at home there's still Mr. Perspective waiting for me.

i'd always feel reluctant to finish that assignment.

super duper reluctant, coz i don't even know how to start.
i've tried my best. i'm exhausted and fed up with it. i feel like crying.

nah i'm not crying. just too tired with it.

help!

i've decided to bring my sleepy head to

SLumBerLanD~

22 hours to go...

tic toc tic toc...

what should i expect from you. i'm minimizing it.

coz maybe i would end up with, nothing.

but,there's still a glimmer of hope?

would it be positive.

no one knows except you.

as eye see kay

2010-02-05T09:07:00.000-08:00

i'm SICK.

please. 9th is here. i can't be sick.

i was cold, hot, pain. helpless at home.

and, thunderstorm. argh.

save me.

thanx dear Jiayu for the soup and luncheon meat.

thanx Connie for the medicine.

thanx my homies for the concern.

you ignored me aye?

i'm not happy =(

Kitschen next?

2010-02-03T11:58:00.000-08:00

an update for yesterday. Liwei, Jiayu, Lai and me went shopping in Pyramid. the rest went to MidValley which i don't think i could afford stuffs there... haha. not much difference actually.

i've started to heart Kitschen. clothes there tiltilated my tastebuds... whee...
but the prices were...hhmm... i need to save money for them...

no wobbly arms here. haha. illusion...
i fit in that shorts! i fit! but the price doesn't fit me... huh
check out the cool mirror that reflected Jiayu and me ^^
am so going to buy this jacket.
will be buying it next month. if it's still there. 79.90. oh. oh. oh.

i bought my very first handbag for 30quid.

and my very first jacket which cost 45.90.

will upload them next time =)

first for the price i mean. i never bought clothes which cost more than 39.90 before. cool can. lmao

back at home. everyone was busy chatting. i've no assignments due on the next day.

yeah. i ended up with them. blablablablablablablabla

had a long yumcha session just now with Jiayu, Liwei, Patrick and Ryan.

gossiped. haha.

till now. i've finally finished my typo sketches.

i'm, too full to sleep. but, i'm sleepy. how?

heavy eyes and heavy stomach.

should i throw you out of mua mind?

Topshop Delight

2010-01-31T09:25:00.000-08:00

am delighted to be back in Sunway. =)

had dinner with Liwei. and clothes session AGAIN...

it's Topshop this time...

strictly no sharing fitting rooms.

we IGNORED. obviously.

will be going Kitschen tomorrow~

should stop slacking and finish assignments earlier.

must.

should i hold back? no idea what's in your mind

Frenzy Saturday

2010-01-30T07:29:00.000-08:00

Loittered around Ipoh Parade... trying on clothes for shots... i heart VOIR...
what if, my legs become as slim as this,
it's just a photo angle... hope that day will come.

Meiyee showed up =)

i miss her so much...
heart the pics... she's just pretty as ever...
i'm thrilled that yeechin and cheesheen came. my disappointment from the last post should be abolished.

we even tried on aunty-style blouses. we do fit. haha. boo to marie and meiyee who have no guts to wear them. boo.
i spent 25quid buying two tees, but, i can't remember where i left them. bummer. i hate holding stuffs.

went home after dinner.

viewed webcams again with Liwei. Mr. Ah 'Horse' was there two...

looking forward to return home in Sunway.

I bought myself a Vanilla Spongecake with Freshcream and White Choc for my super advanced birthday celebration with my family.

i will not be in Ipoh in February. so, that's what happened. Birthdays should be celebrated with my family. especially mummy.

however, this year's different. not on 9th.

not a really memorable 19th Birthday. i'm fine with it.

it's okay.

i could foresee that i'm rushing my assignments tomorrow.

doomed.

i'm expecting something from you.

Happy or Disappointed

2010-01-29T10:20:00.000-08:00

tell ya what. chinese tea, is incredible.

i slept at 6am yesterday, i mean, should be, today.

thanks to the packet of tea. i'm awake. till now. 2.55am

i'm happy coz i missed ipoh. disapointed coz my friends does not have time for me to meet up.

okay, i apologise. informing this late.

but hey, Thaipusam's a public holiday aye? fine. i'm fine with that.

i missed my homies. LOADS. 'home-sick'. uh-oh...

especially this ladey here...the lembu who named me babi. miss ya.

same goes to the rest of you. miss me? maybe not. that's fine.

Landy called up from UK~ yeah~ skype is cooler than msn can.

miss you too Landy...

gotta get some sleep

zzzzzzzzz

do you miss me? i wondered.

Tooth Fairy

2010-01-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

I failed to be punctual for Design 3 Workshop in CG Lab 2. oh...

specky me. he wondered, wow you're not with your lenses today.

nope. just illuminating the dark circles by wearing fake specs.

thanx for your company =)

been half asleep the whole class.

this shouldn't be happening...

two weeks in a row...

the class ended so soon.

i'm in cloud 9~

flee back home for a nice napie...

till 5 in the evening...gosh.

dinner today. friedrice.

and mushroom soup.

how am i gonna get rid of mr and mrs lemak.

argh.

watched Tooth Fairy.

liked the plot.

but not the atmosphere.

first, there's a stinky nauseating odour from whosoever i don't know.

second, a loud guy who laughed his lungs, no, even bronchus or bronchioles are going to burst out of his body. please. you're REALLY DISTRACTING + ANNOYING.

currently blogging.

not in the mood to sleep nor tackle assignments.

i'm like, floating...

no, i'm GOING TO TACKLE Prince A.

yes I do.

listening to Katie Price and Peter Andre's version.

like it.

same goes to Backstreet Boys *smooches*

for you. smile =)

De Stijl

2010-01-25T07:49:00.000-08:00

kinda random post title. that's what Stephen lectured in HADll today. Constructivism and De Stijl.

couldn't believe that i was paying full attention to the lecture. check out this hand gesture, same as the poster shown in the slide. playful. yeah. that's me.

yumcha session. no roti-s, i've changed my men to teh tarik to stay awake. however, this time, i had this: shaved ice, with honey and 'atap-chi'. sinfully delicious...

but it's kinda big, my stomach was bloated with syrup and jellies...gosh

having an early 9am class tomorrow.

sleep~ i mean NOW. XD

treating you as usual. no extras. that'll be better

Currency swollens my eye

2010-01-24T11:31:00.000-08:00

i've been sleeping and waking all day long.

am extremely reluctant to finish of my assignments.

my eye gets swollen after evening came.

currency, yeah, thats the culprit.

I'M SAD BECAUSE MUM DID NOT BELIEVE ME.

and i'm even sad as sis told me stuffs that i can't bear to listen.

how mum worked till late night, how she got so tired.

she told mum i need a DSLR．

ｂｕｍｍｅｒ

mum called tons of time,

saying that, she'll get anything for me if it really does need to be bought for my classes.

i should be happy instead of crying out loud.

however, i don't want her to struggle becoz of me. NO

NOW, I FEEL GUILTY

i'm sorry mum

to my homies who listened to my crappy reasons for crying, thanx to be there

my eyes are swollen.

you'll see a goldfish in HADll tomorrow.

i'm ignored by you. aye?