Resurrect?

cha cha~

bloggie had been dead for soooooo long...

lotsa stuffs happened.

my final projects, semester breaks, jobs,

and yea, first time in my life,

i dislocated my right knee.

dim-witted. all of a sudden.

Chilli's Wedding~
thanx for the oppurtunity =)

may both of you live happily ever after

and thank you kitfoong for your 7D...it's so heavy...haha

you know what, i've been writing a diary.

lame ryte?

meiyee said: it's a way of expressing your feelings.

it's true, if i can't find anyone to talk,

especially in the middle of the night, even Talking Tom.

even, y.o.u.

so i'll just write, write and write.

happy or depressing stuffs.

mostly sad cases.

i'm so miserable huh...that's so pathetic.

you've been my diary for a long time i guess.

i've used to tell you all my secrets and thoughts,

but since idk when,

you became one of them instead.

so, writing a diary is like a way like i'm talking to you.

it sounds so stupid.

i'm happy for the times that you gave me,

everytime i see you,

i feel like telling you everything,

but when the time comes, i can't,

it's like, i've melted and i can't utter any of them.

i'm so desperate to go somewhere with you.

for the last time.

but unfortunately things does not seem to be going well.

i want to spend some sort of a last moment with you.

it's not that i'm dying or what.

it's becoz i knew that, after my 2nd Year Degree starts,

we'll be busy with our own stuffs.

and you will eventually forget me.

and maybe there will be someone new in your life.

i will just fade away.

the things that you said,

they are always on my mind.

i trust you.

even though you don't give a *

i may need a long time to let everything go.

if there's one day that you could finally see me.

it's not late to tell me.

you will never know.

i really wished that i could turn back time.

i missed the days that we've been like relying on each other.

2 weeks plus remaining.

i appreciate your company.

i do.