Hard Times

i did not expect the second visit. ice-skating...

we had fun sliding around the rink... and duh, i fell again, with a minor cut on my knee...

dreckitude...hahaha

well, this year's valentines i'm still single.

but no worries, i still had lots of love from my classmates...

so sweet of Vern, Cheryl, Trina, Yeeven and Szekei for their pressies...

it's genuine yellow rose... nice~

my instincts are getting closer.

and yes, we are not as we are before.

was it i'm the one who's thinking too much,

i feel that i'm so annoying sometimes.

i'm worried about you.

i understand that you made a huge decision.

and things started to errupt like a volcano.

i can't do anything to help.

but.

i'm always here.

as usual. if you need me.

i'm here to listen all your sorrows like last time.

however,

i could feel that i'm not the one anymore.

but i'm still there to support you.

i cross my fingers to make wishes for you every night.

especially starry nights.

remember? we've promised each other,

no matter what happens,

we're still best friends

it feels so so so awful when you neglected me.

but it's okay. i told myself that,

if you really wanted to talk to me,

you would.

i'll wait.

ilymtycei